Preface: The following is not meant to be a doctrinal teaching but merely to be an interpretation of the thoughts that the characters in John chapters 18 and 19 may have had in the face of the events surrounding them. May it bring perspective to the text in your own thoughts.
Chapter 18 -
Jesus-
I don’t really want to do this but I must be obedient to my Father. I love
these people and I’m not ready to leave them. This really hurts! IF they only
knew what is really happening… These people are clueless! Why don’t they
understand? Enough, I’m done, my work is through!!!
Disciples-
Why doesn’t he take charge and rise up and fight? What is this guy talking
about? Have we just been wasting the last three years of our life? We have
followed this far, we might as well see this through! What??? What is going on?
Let’s fight! Judas, you traitor, how dare you!
Judas-
This guy has gone crazy. All this pressure has gotten the best of him. He is
never going to rise up an army big enough to get the job done. I need to align
myself with the winning side so I don’t get hurt or lose out.
a band of soldiers-
(likely Roman soldiers) Hail Caesar! Yes SIR! I’m a lean mean fighting machine!
I can’t be beaten! I will conquer! Why are we out here with these ridiculous
Jews on a fool’s errand?
some officers from the chief
priests and the Pharisees- I must obey the priest! I must find
this man! These Christians must die!
Then Simon Peter-
I love you Jesus and I will die for you! Let’s go to war! I want to fight!
Let’s over through these wretched people and restore the Jewish people. I will
never deny you! Oh, Crap! What am I going to do now? What are you doing Jesus,
fight back? Got to stay alove… got to stay alive… This can’t be happening!!!
What is going on? If anyone finds out who I am, I am dead. Got to stay alive!
Oh! What have I done? Woes me!
the high priest's servant
(Malchus.)- Malchus this and Malchus this!!! He is such a
&@%#%!!! I’ll show him… Let’s get this over with so I can get back and get
some sleep. This is stupid. OUCH!!! WOW!!! AWE!!!
their captain-
Obey me!!!
Annas-
I am Annas, here me now! My son is an idiot, I can handle this. Everybody knows
that I really call the shots.
Caiaphas-
This isn’t fair! This Jesus dude is stealing my thunder! I am High Priest! The
people should be looking to me. It’s almost Passover. This is my busiest time
of year and it is finally my time to shine and now this. As if I didn’t have enough
to worry about or deal with. Why won’t this Jesus just go away already? This
guy is a joke and he needs to die. Let’s kill him and be done with this. Why
must I abide by the laws? The laws just hinder me. How can I get this done with
the least repercussions and fall out?
the Jews-
Let’s party! Good food, God friends and family, Good God, let’s eat!!!
the people-
Kill, Kill, Kill!!!
another disciple-
(Likely John speaking of himself) This makes me scared, anger, and sad! I must
be strong for Mary!
the servant girl-
Here is another one! Get him!
one of the officers-
How dare you speak like that to the High Priest. I will kill you now!
One of the servants of
the high priest, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off-
Get him! He’s mine! I’ll kill you for attacking my family.
the governor (Pilate)-
What now? This wretched post is driving me nuts. I can’t stand it here. Why do
they persist to bother me? This is ridiculous. He is innocent. Why must I do
this? If these people don’t calm down Caesar will have my head on a pike.
Barabbas-
Let me go! YES!!! I get to go free. You stupid fools!
Chapter
19 -
the soldiers-
move! Get out of the way! We have a job
to do… get the hammer. Who has the nails? These holes are hard to dig. I’m
going to need a shower. There is so much blood. I’ve got dibs on the tunic. No
I said that I wanted that. Let’s cast lots for it.
the chief priests-
We need order! Order, order!
Caesar-
I must conquer! Who shall I kill next? These Jews are so bothersome.
two others-
its so hot. Ouch. Ouch. Why? I don’t want to die. Help! OUCH!!!
his mother-
I’m angry, I’m scared, I’m extremely sad… Stop it. Let him go.
his mother's sister, Mary
the wife of Clopas- ??? boo hoo this is so sad. What horror?
and Mary Magdalene-
no! no! no! don’t do this. Let him go. Please stop this. Boo hoo.
the disciple whom he
loved- ??? I don’t
what to do. Why did this happen? What does this all mean. I am really sad. He
was like a brother to me. This is madness. I don’t understand. Yes Jesus, I
will love her as my own. I will take care of her.
Joseph of Arimathea-
I believe but I am scared. I must do something.
Nicodemus-
I can do this for him. It is the least that I can do. Annas and Caisphas are
such brutes and tyrants. I can’t believe they did all of this.